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[geniusdreams]

So... a lot (most) of the reason I used to have much higher energy levels when I was younger... was because I did my best to "fix" myself, to undo the damage against males that females had done to me.

Basically, going against the "male slave role", gave me more energy. To try to turn myself back into someone as good looking, and innocent, as when I was a child. To rid myself of all this brutish, cavemanlyness in my physical appearance that women had put into my DNA.

It was fixing my gender stuff that gave me more energy. It took a lot of energy to put into it to undo the damage they did, but I got TONS more energy OUT than I put in.

So that's where I got my energy from. From living the natural male role, rather than fake and fucked up male role that evil females have created for us.

I got extra energy from being able to be things, that today, we say only women are allowed to be. Such as making yourself look sexy, seductive, pretty, artistic, colorful even.

Because all of life starts from reproduction. Each level of evolution starts from reproduction. So if the first level, reproduction is done wrong, if it is broken or cut in half so you are only allowed to express half of yourself... then all the other levels have less meaning too!

Magic isn't magic without MEANING. But what meaning does life have, if the first level of evolution is messed up? If our reproductive systems/roles are damaged? By fixing those, I was putting MEANING back into life, and therefor, allowing more space for magic.

So here's the problem. As I've been evolving up the 5th level (which you can think of as "Getting inside their head")... I've been trying to get other people who feel differently than me to understand how I feel. Pretty much that's it.

And... while I've had a lot of success... on this MOST IMPORTANT THING, the gender stuff, I've had the least success. People just don't seem to care or understand.

They don't want to go against what is the most wrong thing with this world. It doesn't matter to them.

No one seems to understand the pain and loss of who I USED TO BE. Of who I was SUPPOSED TO BE. No one understands just how fucking unfair this all is. How evil and perverse and WRONG it all is. Or even how much evil females have expressed to make things this way.

Without getting people to understand the reason that so much hatred is necessary, I can't get the 5th level of evolution to help me do magic. I'll just be "partly inside their head". Which... right now, seems to be worse than "just living in my own reality".

In some ways at least.

[geniusdreams]

Women are demon breeders.